It's really easy for Me to feel unconfidence to my self and it's been going for along time. When there is someone give Me a negative comment about my self then suddenly I feel down. Bu not only by saying some negative thing, just by looking the way people's look at Me, I can feel down too.
Somehow I can understand what people's mean by the way they look at Me (or may be I'am too sensitive). I know when they happy to see Me or not too interested in Me. I know when they appriciate me or laugh on Me, just by looking the people's eye (and once again it can be because I'am too sensitive).
Honestly it's really uncomfortable. It such I have a phsicology problem. I hate when I'am easy to feel down and sad. I wanna be a strong woman but feel so hard. I need support from the peoples around Me, specially for those I love. But I hate to say it, I want them to do it not because I ask them to do that, but I want them support Me because they love Me. Asking them to do it jus make Me feel they aren't sincere to help Me (another sickness :'( )
Just want to write down this feeling.
Thank you :)










